cinta itu.~

cinta . subjektif kan. tp ada segelintir yg masih anggap cinta tu remeh, xkekal, ambil sambil lewa dan mempermainkan cinta tu. rugi la ada org mcm tu.

kdg2 rasa jiwang bila duduk sorg2 kat bilik, pastu bayangkan mcm mana rasa pertama kali jatuh cinta. haha. penah x?? lepas tu kan, spontan je kita terus amek hp, taip msg 'saya sayang awak', dan send pada dia. hehe~ pelik (",)

tp ada org kdg2 keliru antara 'crush' dan cinta. ada beza ke? nth ek. ada org ckp, crush, it comes and it go. sbb kita tertarik pd sesuatu yg ada pd dia. cinta pulak, lahir dr hati. hurm. xtau la nk ckp. sbb kdg2 jugak, dr crush lahirnya cinta..~ (eceh..) hihi..

apa2 pun, yg pasti,
"awak, saya cintakan awak sepenuh hati saya kerana ... tiada sebab.! hati saya dah ckp mcm tu.." (",) CHUP!

sila dengar lagu ne tau..~~ sweet kan..
"lagu ne utk awk tau"

Beverley Knight & Lionel Richie - Endless Love

oh dear. oh dear. they really makes me feel love~~ LOVE

pernah tak??

pernah x, bila kita rasa susah hati kan, rasa mcm benci ingat benda yang kita xsuka kan, rasa mcm menyampah kat diri sendiri kan, pastu kita call 'dia', bila dgr suara dia je, semua jadi okay...~~

what makes you want to get married at an early age?

We were just now talk about why would people like to get married at an early age, say 22. Some people might say, ‘oh, it’s cool to get married early, we can have babies, expressing loves and all’. But some might say, ‘hey, we still young. Have fun, don’t get married early or later u might get divorced before 30’.

Hurm. Then, I ask myself, why do I want to get married? Well, I shall say, I want to be closer with him. Or else, it’s because, I’m engaged! So why should I wait for 5 more years, right?

While driving back home, I think again. Should I get married at an early age? Is it my destiny? Am I sure about getting married?

And I shall say, it is a YES!

Reasons? I fall in love with him, not only because he is charming, nice smile, but also his warmth hearts, his sincere soul, his kindness. I know he can guide me to be a better person, better ‘muslimah’. Women and men are created to fill each others’ emptiness and weaknesses. He completes me in every way and so do I.

I would never be ready for a huge responsibility of being someone’s else wife. But life is a learning process, right? I should take the risk.! And I’m ready for THIS.!

p/s : my dear, naquiah.. i xterasa pun.. i posted this to tell him that i'm ready to be married to him. (",). i xterasa pun~~ after all, at least i have something to write here.. right?

Guide To A Better Life ~

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree

i can't live without u

I cry.. You cry.. And we can't stop crying.. Even now, I'm crying..

I love you..

it crosses my mind

a year ago, i got the opportunity to further my study in the UK. but after several days, i came back to Malaysia. then, people ask me. why did u come back? and some of them laughs at me.

simple say, i can't afford to pay the RM120K per year for the tuition fees. yes, i got scholar but it is not guaranteed. i need to use my own money for my 1st semester. based on my result only, they can grant me with the full scholar.

so, i decided to change my school from Manchester to Nottingham UK and then, ask for a transfer to Nottingham Malaysia.. simple as that.

i admit i feel homesick and all. and because of that i feel regret and shame of myself. hurm~

you are the man i've been searching for

when at first i look at him i get so excited to know him more.
but i'm too shy to ask for his number.
i never have the thought that he could feel the same.
he completes me in every way.
he the only one that i want to lay next to at night.

promise me love, that u will hold me down when nobody was around.
i need no other man.
i just need you~

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me
I love the way you make me so happy and the ways you show you care
I love the way you say 'saya sayang awak' and the way you're always there
I love that you are with me and glad that you are mine 

Tangisan Di Pagi Raya.

Assalammualaikum.

Hey hey hey!! Hari Raya is here!!!!! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Anyways, I nak susun 10 jari minta ampun minta maaf to all readers k. Wait! Wait! Is it already end of Syawal?? Am I late?? Oh dear. Sorrryyyyy!!!
But still, a lot to tell. Hari Raya tahun ni adalah yang paling bermakna. Not just to me, but towards my family. Everyone is home. Abg Hafiz & Abg Farid is home!! Celebrating Aidilfitri together. What else could I ask for more?

An emotional yet memorable Aidilfitri morning (as you can see..)

I can't help myself. Those tears really touched my inner deep soul. We are back as one big happy family again!!! 

Teringat pepatah melayu, 'air yang dicincang tak akan putus, begitu juga lah hubungan adik beradik'.

Abg Piz and Abg Farid. Thank you brother for raising me up so well. I know you guys were so hardly protecting this one little girl. I still remember those days, you guys were feeding me, playing with me, pampering me with love and bear bear. Thank you for your support and guidance. I am a big girl now, enjoying my life as I should be. 

Alin minta maaf for all my wrongdoings. I love you both. Always and forever!