oh. rasa tak sabar pule.!

bulan ne appoinment aku semua ke majlis kahwin. tp ada yg dpt pergi ada yg tak. suke amat tgk2 majlis kahwin (inspirasi konon) dan dah buatkan aku rasa tak sabar nak kahwin. haha.

eh?. aku da nk kahwin ke? haha. dr dulu aku dpt soalan yg sama. tenang je. insyaAllah, 2011 mungkin?.haha. oops! tarikh? tak bole bgtau skg, sbb kad xsiap lagi. (",)

persiapan kahwin?? oh oh. da mula dah. haha. bnyk suprise yg menanti di majlis persohoran raja sehari tu nanti. tunggu tau!! dan pastinya, aku harapkan majlis yg dirancang hampir setahun ne memuaskan ati. jgn ada masalah nnt pule. hurmm~~~

budget kahwin? buat ms ne, under control ag. sbb hampir SEMUA adalah hasil kerja tgn aku dan dia yg xseberapa ne. haha. tunggu tau.

yang pasti, majlis tu simple, menarik and cantik. tau~~

keULATan keBUKUan~

bangun pagi. gosok gigi. cuci muka. mandi. pakai baju. minum air. duduk kat meja. mentelaah.

eh eh. da mcm rutin harian la pulak. haha. exam lambat lagi. tapi semangat tu ada. tp kdg2, xcapai matlamat utk habiskan 3 topik dlm satu hari. terpaksa la pasrah dengan 2 je.

eh. tapi kan, da 3 hari study subject yg sama, nampaknya, mata dan fikiran da letih. mungkin perlukan environment baru! haha. oh oh. salah! perlukan subject baru. ok ok. sabar ok. esok kita tukar subject lain. tau!. tp buat masa skg, focus dulu pd yg ada. hehe.

oh oh. ada lagi. xsabar menantikan perkhabaran terbaru dr insan tercinta. apa?? tunggu yeeee!!! insyaAllah, semoga apa yang dia hajati akan termakbul. amin amin..

baik lah. da bosan da tgk blog. apa yg diceritakan kat atas ni pun bosan. sbb xmenarik. tapi sebok jugak nk menaip. haha. GILA!

Happy Anniversary LOVE.. ~

hai awk. sy tau, awk mst org pertama yg baca kan. happy anniversary~~!

awk ingt x, tgh mlm 8hb dua thn lps, kita kt dlm tren ke penang? awk ingt x, sy suap awk mkn meehun goreng yg sy msk tp sbb ms tu sy xtau awk xleh mkn udang, tp dlm meehun tu ada udang. tp awk mkn jugak.!

bila kita smpai butterworth, kita singgh solat subuh dulu, pastu hilang arah nk cari tmpt tggl. kan? hehe. tp. bkn tu yg buat sy rasa nak menangis skg.

sy teringt, awk bisik 'i love u'. dan awk ulang lagi sekali ms kita lepak kat tepi pantai kat bt feringghi. awk ckp, 'cinta dy kat lyn ibarat pasir2 yg ada kat batu feringghi ne'.

sy xtau la samada awk mmg da plan nk couple dgn sy ms tu, atau mgkn awk xrancang pun nk couple ms tu. tp sy terharu sgt, awk luahkan apa awk rs sepenuh hati. xsemestinya awk perlu beri saya segala apa mcm hadiah, cincin, bunga, tp hati awk. [awk da tau apa yg buat sy terharu kan..~~~]

tp sy perasan kan, muka sy masa tu berseri2 sepanjang hari. haha! sy syg awk, dy.

slps mcm2 yg berlaku selama 2 thn ne, syg sy xsikit pun pudar. sy masih lagi fikirkan awk sblm tdo, cium baju busuk awk sblm tidur, mimpikan awk semasa tdo, dan bgn tdo pun perkara pertama yg sy fikir adalah awk.

kebetulan, anniversary kita terkena pada awal muharram thn ne. semoga hub kita melonjak ke satu tahap yg baru dan setiap kesalahan yg ada dlm hub kita diperbaiki. dan, semoga sy akhirnya menjadi isteri awk yg sah satu hari nnt..

ne lagu pertama awk bg kat saya~ saya rindu sangat kat awk, dy......

lagu ne mengingatkan saya zaman kita mula2 dilamun cinta. [eceh~] setiap saat nk dgr lagu ne. sblm study pun kena dgr lagu ne. sblm tdo pun kena dgr lagu ne. sblm mandi pun kena dgr lagu ne. mula2 sy xsuke lagu ne, sbb suara baizura kahar tu, tp sbb awk. lagu ne buat sy angau tau~~

ish ish.. malu la bgtau awk bnd ne. sbb awk xpernah tau. kan...

saya betul2 jatuh cinta dgn awk. dulu, sy berada dlm keadaan yg paling bwh dlm sejarah hidup sy selama 20 thn. tp hadirnya awk bagi sinar baru dlm hidup sy. menyerikan hari2 sy. mengembalikan senyuman sy. membuatkan diri ini telah dicintai dan rasa dihargai. awk yg terbaek!!!

meh meh. sy bg mashimaro sket.. [ chup chup chup ]

hati saya.

waktu2 skg ne buat aku rindu lah! buat aku berfikir. aku ne selalu berfikir, smpai da letih.

dlm hidup ne kan, kalau cintakan seseorang, cinta pada hati dan agamanya. cinta pada rupa dan perlakuannya. aku xnk ckp psl cinta pada Allah dan keluarga, sbb itu kewajipan.

awk, terima kasih sbb awk terima sy seadanya, awk bersbr dgn sy, awk pemberi smgt sy, awk selalu disisi sy. awk cintakan sy lebih dr yg sy harapkan. awk sayangkan sy lbh dr apa yg pernah sy dpt dl. awk xputus2 beri smgt pd sy bila sy ckp sy sgt sedih, sgt kecewa, sgt susah hati.

sy rasa terharu sbb bila awk bersama sy seharian, bila awk buat sy tersenyum seharian, bila awk cuba menggembirakan hati sy, awk terlalu seronok sehingga awk lupe jalan, awk lupe hari ape, awk lupe pukul berapa, awk lupe semua bnd2 yg awk sememangnya da tau.

sy sayangkan awk. sy nk bersama awk di hari tua sbb sy tau, awk menghargai sy lebih dr sape2 yg xpernah menghargai sy. awk xpernah lupe sy walau sesaat.

sy bertuah memiliki awk. yg xpernah lupe memberitahu sy waktu solat. yg xpernah lupa suruh sy mkn. yg xpernah lupe memberi sy peluang bersama adik2 awk. yg xpernah lupa memberi sy peluang mendapat perhatian mama awk. yg xpernah lupa utk mengingatkn sy utk senyum.

sy xkan lupe saat pertama kali kita bertemu. betapa jantung sy hampir tercabut. sy xkan lupe saat pertama sy jatuh cinta. betapa sy hampir terjatuh dr tmpt sy berdiri. sy xkan lupe saat pertama kali awk menggenggam tgn sy. betapa sy rasa amat selamat disamping awk.

sy akan pegang pd janji kita utk hari tua. memiliki anak yg ramai. memiliki rumah utk hari tua. memiliki kereta hari tua. memiliki keluarga yg teguh pd agama, nilai kekeluargaan dan cinta pd diri sendiri.

saya sayangkan awak. terima kasih sbb telah membuka hati saya pada ketika itu bersaksikan laut dan pasir2 di batu feringghi. saya masih ingat bisikan itu ... ' i love you, lyn'

papa mama .. LOVE!

ah kamu kamu. ini rahsia tau! saya curi gambar ne dari laptop papa.. hihi.

nampak sangat kacak dan cantik kan? sayang nye kat mereka ne.

papa, mama. alin minta maaf dari sejak dilahirkan hingga lah sekarang. segala salah, tingkah dan apa je yg mungkin menyinggung perasaan, minta diampunkan ye.

mungkin bila usia da makin meningkat, alin da jarang nak selalu ada kat rumah. darah remaja ne laen sket. suka merayap. tp xbermakna melupakan kan? lagipun, alin tau mana tempat alin berpijak. alin janji, alin takkan abaikan hari tua papa mama. insyaAllah.

i love them.!

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Just The Way You Are-Bruno Mars (Boyce Avenue acoustic/piano cover)

thanks bf..~~~

i love you...

Autumn in my heart Scene ( finale )

my dear.. this scene really touched me.

you. i want to get older with you.

and please.. i hope i won't see you dying.. take me first my God..

be SERIOUS!

masa depan adalah sesuatu yg paling kita xboleh nk jangka. not everything that we planned will result accordingly! itu fakta! rancang la, susun , structure la mcm mana pun, semuanya akan berubah jugak.

aku rancang, aku nk kawen slps umur aku 25. tp tgk2 21 thn aku da tunang. bnd berubah. tp, matlamat xberubah pun. cume perjalann je yg da beralih arah. cita2 aku masih sama. tujuan hidup masih sama.

itu lah realiti kan. mungkin harine aku rancang mcm2. tp esok lusa mgkn semuanya berubah! aku da sampai fasa di mana aku kena serius dlm merancang hidup. aku da xsama dgn org laen, tiap2 minggu tgk wayang, date, jln2, shopping. bukan xnak, tp mmg xd masa.

mungkin aku terlalu cpt sedar realiti yg akan dtg kot. haha! anyways, good luck everyone!

awak, awak tolong la baca~ tau

awak, kadang-kadang kan ada benda yang saya nak bagitau tapi saya tak sempat nak bagitau awak. Pertamanya mungkin sebab saya tak tau macam mana nak cakap. Keduanya mungkin sebab saya malu nak cakap.

Awak baca tau. (",)

1. sy selalu merajuk dgn awk. tp x semestinya bila sy merajuk awk terus ckp 'maafkan sy'. sbb sy jd lbh marah bila awk ckp minta maaf. tp, mungkin awk blh ambil hati sy atau pujuk sy dulu, bila sy da x marah, baru awk ucapkan maaf.
2. sy pernah sms awk ckp sy sedih walaupun ketika itu sy x menangis, tp sebenarnya sy betul2 sedih.
3. bila awk duduk dekat dngn sy dan tenung sy, walaupun ketika tu sy tundukkan kepala, sebenarnya sy curi-curi pandang awk. (nk gugur jantung rasanya tau)
4. sy suka bila awk puji sy. tp kan, sy x tau mcm mn nk balas pujian tu. sbb tu sy mcm acuh tak acuh je bila awk puji sy.
5. kalau awk perasan, sy x pernah luahkan kata2 indah kat awk. tp sy selalu sms, tulis surat dan hantar email yg sweet utk awk. sbb sy nervous.
6. sy tau awk nk gembirakan dan bahagiakan sy. sbb tu awk salu minta pendapat sy kalau nk keluar. tp sebenarnya sy suka awk yg buat keputusan. awk kan lelaki... (",)
7. awk tau sy suka baca novel cinta. kalau awk nk tau, sy selalu buat bnd2 sweet tiru dr novel tu. awk pun try la~~
8. setiap kali awk tunjuk gambar2 lama awk kan, sy x tgk gambar awk dulu, tp sy teliti setiap perempuan yg ada kat sebelah awk. jealous!
9. sy tau bnyk bnd yg jadi antara kita, tp kan, sy nk awk tau yg awk tetap TERISTIMEWA dlm hati sy.
10. sy suka surprise! sy suka bila awk tiba2 bagi bunga, bagi kek, belanja mkn kat tempat2 romantik. awk buat lagi bole? tp, jgn la bagitau sy awk nk buat surprise. dah tak surprise la ....

awak. awak baca tau.. please please please..~~

sayang awak..

his first love song dedicate to me (",)

YOU.

while listening to this, i can't stop thinking of you. this song reminds me of us. you, her, me and him. we realize there's love between us but we're just not meant to be together AT THAT TIME.

but NOW, i'm happy to be yours.

I want you to know how much you mean to me. and

I want you to know that all I am is what you've made me.

oh dear.~ forever love this song..

i would like to dedicate this song to my family, my friends and

my love. (",)

Not the right moment to reveal the truth yet..~ (",)

The excitement beginnnnnnnssssss~~~~

p/s : mesti tertanya2 kan..??? ape ape ape??? LOL

cinta itu.~

cinta . subjektif kan. tp ada segelintir yg masih anggap cinta tu remeh, xkekal, ambil sambil lewa dan mempermainkan cinta tu. rugi la ada org mcm tu.

kdg2 rasa jiwang bila duduk sorg2 kat bilik, pastu bayangkan mcm mana rasa pertama kali jatuh cinta. haha. penah x?? lepas tu kan, spontan je kita terus amek hp, taip msg 'saya sayang awak', dan send pada dia. hehe~ pelik (",)

tp ada org kdg2 keliru antara 'crush' dan cinta. ada beza ke? nth ek. ada org ckp, crush, it comes and it go. sbb kita tertarik pd sesuatu yg ada pd dia. cinta pulak, lahir dr hati. hurm. xtau la nk ckp. sbb kdg2 jugak, dr crush lahirnya cinta..~ (eceh..) hihi..

apa2 pun, yg pasti,
"awak, saya cintakan awak sepenuh hati saya kerana ... tiada sebab.! hati saya dah ckp mcm tu.." (",) CHUP!

sila dengar lagu ne tau..~~ sweet kan..
"lagu ne utk awk tau"

Beverley Knight & Lionel Richie - Endless Love

oh dear. oh dear. they really makes me feel love~~ LOVE

pernah tak??

pernah x, bila kita rasa susah hati kan, rasa mcm benci ingat benda yang kita xsuka kan, rasa mcm menyampah kat diri sendiri kan, pastu kita call 'dia', bila dgr suara dia je, semua jadi okay...~~

what makes you want to get married at an early age?

We were just now talk about why would people like to get married at an early age, say 22. Some people might say, ‘oh, it’s cool to get married early, we can have babies, expressing loves and all’. But some might say, ‘hey, we still young. Have fun, don’t get married early or later u might get divorced before 30’.

Hurm. Then, I ask myself, why do I want to get married? Well, I shall say, I want to be closer with him. Or else, it’s because, I’m engaged! So why should I wait for 5 more years, right?

While driving back home, I think again. Should I get married at an early age? Is it my destiny? Am I sure about getting married?

And I shall say, it is a YES!

Reasons? I fall in love with him, not only because he is charming, nice smile, but also his warmth hearts, his sincere soul, his kindness. I know he can guide me to be a better person, better ‘muslimah’. Women and men are created to fill each others’ emptiness and weaknesses. He completes me in every way and so do I.

I would never be ready for a huge responsibility of being someone’s else wife. But life is a learning process, right? I should take the risk.! And I’m ready for THIS.!

p/s : my dear, naquiah.. i xterasa pun.. i posted this to tell him that i'm ready to be married to him. (",). i xterasa pun~~ after all, at least i have something to write here.. right?

Guide To A Better Life ~

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree

i can't live without u

I cry.. You cry.. And we can't stop crying.. Even now, I'm crying..

I love you..

it crosses my mind

a year ago, i got the opportunity to further my study in the UK. but after several days, i came back to Malaysia. then, people ask me. why did u come back? and some of them laughs at me.

simple say, i can't afford to pay the RM120K per year for the tuition fees. yes, i got scholar but it is not guaranteed. i need to use my own money for my 1st semester. based on my result only, they can grant me with the full scholar.

so, i decided to change my school from Manchester to Nottingham UK and then, ask for a transfer to Nottingham Malaysia.. simple as that.

i admit i feel homesick and all. and because of that i feel regret and shame of myself. hurm~

you are the man i've been searching for

when at first i look at him i get so excited to know him more.
but i'm too shy to ask for his number.
i never have the thought that he could feel the same.
he completes me in every way.
he the only one that i want to lay next to at night.

promise me love, that u will hold me down when nobody was around.
i need no other man.
i just need you~

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me
I love the way you make me so happy and the ways you show you care
I love the way you say 'saya sayang awak' and the way you're always there
I love that you are with me and glad that you are mine 

Tangisan Di Pagi Raya.

Assalammualaikum.

Hey hey hey!! Hari Raya is here!!!!! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Anyways, I nak susun 10 jari minta ampun minta maaf to all readers k. Wait! Wait! Is it already end of Syawal?? Am I late?? Oh dear. Sorrryyyyy!!!
But still, a lot to tell. Hari Raya tahun ni adalah yang paling bermakna. Not just to me, but towards my family. Everyone is home. Abg Hafiz & Abg Farid is home!! Celebrating Aidilfitri together. What else could I ask for more?

An emotional yet memorable Aidilfitri morning (as you can see..)

I can't help myself. Those tears really touched my inner deep soul. We are back as one big happy family again!!! 

Teringat pepatah melayu, 'air yang dicincang tak akan putus, begitu juga lah hubungan adik beradik'.

Abg Piz and Abg Farid. Thank you brother for raising me up so well. I know you guys were so hardly protecting this one little girl. I still remember those days, you guys were feeding me, playing with me, pampering me with love and bear bear. Thank you for your support and guidance. I am a big girl now, enjoying my life as I should be. 

Alin minta maaf for all my wrongdoings. I love you both. Always and forever!

Trip Tanpa Restu..

PENGEMBARAAN YANG MENCABAR... ECEH!!

A funny yet one of my favourite trip that I would like to share with. Nak dijadikan cerita, I yg beria plan trip ke Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah ni. Since da lama gila tak pergi sana sejak grad diploma. 

Asalnya, nak pergi berdua dgn Fandy. Tapi rasanya kalau ajak ramai-ramai mesti lagi best. The more the merrier kan?

Fandy then invited his UiTM classmates and I on the other side invited my schoolmates. They are Akmal, Amirul, Afiq, Qyqy and Eja.


Long story short. Kitorang semua janji jumpa dekat Shah Alam Seksyen 7, since masing-masing setuju gerak naik satu kereta je. Which is, kereta Akmal, and kitorang gelar kereta Naza tu, Ikan Paus. Haha! (mmg nampak mcm ikan paus kan?)

Arriving Melaka at around 2.30 pm. Terus melepak dekat Dataran Pahlawan. Some went shopping, us go dating, others just following. 

We get plenty of time snapping pictures (as you can see...)

It is almost breakfasting time, and everyone gets really hungry!! (no kidding!) Pilihan majoriti, Chicken Rice Shop! 

We eat, we laugh, we story telling. We were having fun back there. (after all the hardwork in college!!)


Malam pun tiba, gigih lagi hati nak berjalan-jalan keliling kota bersejarah tu. So, Fandy and I mmg excited nak perkenalkan our favourite Baba Nyonya food stall dekat Jonker Walk. 

Seriously!!! Tutup!!! Kecewa sampai pengsan. 

Kekecewaan tu kitorang ubatkan dengan aktiviti lewat malam iaitu berkaraoke! I tak ingat tempat tu dipanggil apa. But it somewhere nearby Mahkota Parade.





However fellow readers!!! That is just not all!! We decided to go back to KL at around 2 am. On our back home, something had happened!! For us, it is a payback of our sin for not informing our parents about our trip!! Haha! Funny!!

Apa jadi???!!!

Ikan Paus Akmal kecundang di TENGAH-TENGAH highway!! 2km before arriving R&R Ayer Keroh! Ia boleh gerak, tapi 20 km/h je!!! What say you?? Fun enough? 



We called PLUS RONDA, after checking rupanya gearbox rosak. How sad is that? And Akmal thought that the car is covered by Kurnia. Called Kurnia, they said NOT IN THE LIST!! Rupanya covered by ETIQA! Called them but no one is picking up the line! Lastly, Akmal call his parents. And we were rescued by his mom and dad the next day. 

It was a tiring trip we were having and most event that could never been forgotten.

But after all, we all had fun!! 

Setahun Kemudian..

HAPPY 1st YEAR ENGAGEMENT ANNIVERSARY

Assalammualaikum

In my last entry, I was talking about how excited I am waiting for today to come, our 1st year of engagement anniversary. Yeay! I am feeling blessed and overwhelmed! So, for today we don't have any specific plans. We decided to spend our day together (since its fasting month too lets make it simple) to the place where we first meet, Bukit Bintang area. Hiks.

I woke up early (I can't even believe I've made it!!), super early, that spirit and enthusiasm I tell you. Haha! So, I picked him up since his car is down with whatever-it-called, car problem. We drive to Bukit Bintang area and park the car. 

At first, I was planning for me and him to go separate ways and finding the right present for each other. Yes, even though it's such a crazy idea, we still did it. More crazy idea comes into the way is to go to the Sogo (by train) and back to Bukit Bintang after shopping. haihhh! Unfortunately, after an hour, we still can't find each other's present. Because of that, we just shut the idea down and decided to meet each other somewhere at the mall and shopping together. Haha! 

Right after that, we quickly catch the next train to Bukit Bintang and drive to Tupai-Tupai Restaurant for our break-fasting. (For a quick review, I strongly agree that the food were really nice and there are variety of food section. The price for Ramadhan Buffet is only RM45.)

And that was the story. 

To you Mr. Effandy. I love you with all my heart. Thank you for anything, especially for your patience on me. I hope this relationship will last forever and we will get through our days to come together with love and faith. Stay with me, and hold my hands. Please, don't let me fall. Happy Anniversary, love!

Almost A Year!!

Assalammualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. Hampir setahun sejak kami bertunang. Sekejap je rasa. 
To be honest, I don't have plans. For me, spending the day with him will be the best way to celebrate our engagement anniversary. Because by just having him around can make me happy, what more if celebrating the day with what-not romantic dinner. Hiks!

Since I miss the moment we had during our engagement day, I am posting some of my pictures.

My dress, mini pelamin and make up is by Azue Bridal.

HQ Bangi

No. 1B, Tingkat 3, Sek. 6, Bdr Baru Bangi

or

Cawangan Semenyih

No. 2-2, Tingkat 2, Jln TPS 14, Tmn Pelangi Semenyih

Contact Person:

Pn. Azue - 012-2156167/019-2666267

En Edy - 012-2377704

Hai.!

Assalammualaikum.

Exactly 12 am!


Hello! Good day to everyone who is reading.

All you can see here today is only this one post from me because I am deleting my old post and currently rebuilding my blog. In shaa Allah, more interesting stories will be posted. Stay tuned!!

I am Darleen binti Md Ramli, and I am not a terrorist.